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DO you ever just have those days where you are so bugged with your self and you don't know how you got to the place you are at??? OK so I am being a downer, but I SO am sick of my husband being gone all the time, I might as well be a single mom. My weight I bugging the crap out of me , it seems like the only time I can loose weight is when I am on birth control.(I wish I would have just worked out right after I had Mya and not wait until I am fed up with the way I look) OK OK so I have been working out everyday for the past week and a half I am just one of those people who wants immediate results. UGH!! I just miss my hubby and I need him home to help with the kids they are driving me NUTS!!! Sorry, I just needed to vent, I will be better when Jon finally comes home tomorrow!!! There are a lot of things that have been bugging me lately, have you even been in a ward and you don't feel like you are getting anything out of going to church?? that is where I am at! I have been in Primary for the LONGEST time, I like it and all but I am SO ready to move on. I don't remember the last time I went to church and felt the spirit, now I don't know if it's because of the ward or my bad attitude for being in Primary. I am not one to turn down a calling, so I guess I am there for SOME reason. I am thinking we might have to change wards, right now we are in the Tongan ward. I love the people but the vibe had changed ever since we got a new bishop. Our ward is out of control. VERY disorganized. It's funny how a bishop can change ever thing. I find myself wondering why I am the in that ward. The only reason I go is to teach my class, and I LOVE the women who go there. Maybe I am just being bitter cuz I am sick of going to church alone, cuz Jon travels so much. I am being a baby I know, I am going to try harder to be better at my calling and serve with all my heart and go to church with a better attitude. Thanks for listening Love ya!!:)

Halloween

Halloween.....It seems that every holiday gets bigger and bigger. This year I refused to buy costumes, so I made Mya's and Jace and Jojo were good about finding something we already had and making it something else. Mya was a little Lady Bug, Jace was darth mol (from star wars) and Jojo was a army guy! Jon and I actually dressed up this year.....Jon was Frankenstein and I was a Witch(again) lol. We did our usual activities, we went to the pumpkin patch at waddley farms and picked out or pumpkins, carved pumpkins, made sugar cookies, we had the Halloween parade at the kids school, I was helping in Jace's class with his Halloween party, we went to the grandparents houses to trick or treat. It was a busy week. The kids LOVE Halloween, and this year it was nice cuz they are old enough that they can go with their friends Trick or treating. It's funny cuz when I was growing up I swear there was 10 times more kids out trick or treating. It seams that each year their is less and less kids out. And Again we had NO kids tick or treat at our house, the kids get mad every year cuz they want people to come to our house. Jace said next year we are giving away king-sized candy bars and then maybe someone will come to our house ha ha. Halloween was fun this year. Here are some pictures.

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to..............

wow 28!!!!! where has the time gone. So, Jon is out of town for my birthday:( but on Saturday he took me out shopping and to dinner. We shopped at Nordstroms, and ate at the Cheesecake Factory.YUMMY!!! It's hard for him to be gone, he always makes me feel special on my birthday! Today Loni is taking me to lunch, Jace woke me up at 645 AM to bring me in breakfast!! It was too early to eat but I was so happy he did something cute to do for my birthday, him and Jojo made breakfast for me. They are such sweet boys even that early!! Tonight my mom is cooking me dinner, so it will still be a fun birthday, I will just be missing Jon:( Last week a bunch of us girl went out to eat for mine and Jeanine's birthday at pizza 712 it was good. I am so lucky to have a great family, friends who love and support me. I am glad I have made it to another year with good health and a wonderful kids and husband.

Happy Birthday MICHELLE!!!

Today is mt sister MICHELL'S Birthday!!! We miss her a lot cuz she lives in Vegas where she teaches school and is currently in school to get her Masters yup she is the brain of the family. She recently got engaged to Chris her boyfriend of 2 years. We are so happy for her. SO today we are the same age HA HA. growing up we hated having our birthdays so close. we had to share everything. But now I like it!! Happy Birthday Michelle, WISH YOU WERE HERE:)

Happy Bithday MOM!!!!

Happy birthday Mom, She hit the big 60 ha ha she will kill me for posting that. I had made dinner for her and Karrie made a cake. We had a surprise birthday party planed for her on Friday, but I didn't want her to think I had forgot her Birthday. We rented a building and her friend got a DJ my dad paid for the food, and she was SO surprised. It was nice to do something nice for my Mom cuz she always does EVERYTHING for me. She watches Mya while I work, she is an amazing Mom, and Grandma. She is always thinking of us and will do anything to help us in any way. She invited us over for dinner every Sunday, which is nice one less day of cooking for me:) My Mom is the BEST!! Love you MOM HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Welcome Baby CC Hayward!!!

Baby CC Hayward was welcomed into this world September 11th @ 11:08 a.m. she weighed 7lb 06 oz and 19 inches long. She is beautiful!! She looks like her mama with a little of Cy. Finally Loni has one that looks like her lol. Both Loni and CC are doing great. We are so excited that she made her arrival. Mya absolutely love her she wants to hold her all day long, she asks to she her all the time. She was even sleeping ash i was putting her down and she mumbled CC. it was funny. We love you guys and are happy ever thing is going good!!!

GO COUGARS!!!!!!!!

WOW what a game on Saturday!!! That was such an exciting game. We when to Loni and Collin's to watch the game and it's a good thing Jon and Collin were Screaming SO SO loud and jumping up and down all game long. Jon was loosing his voice HA HA Jon and Collin bleed BLUE AND WHITE!!! I am so glad that we won this game, and I am so excited for more games to come. GO COUGARS